La cosa más dulce

No eres nada como cualquiera de los tipos que he conocido. Estás tan diferente de todos ellos, y solo quiero llegar a conocerte mejor.

Christmas Eve is tomorrow!!! hehez...! AT last! And here comes the long break that i've been waiting for. I'll be on leave from tomorrow till 29th of Dec. :D And there are so many things I'm looking forward to this Christmas.

I'll definately have a blast this Christmas and I hope all of you will have a blast too.

Merry Christmas in advance everybody and lets share the love and joy of Christmas. HoHoHo!

I love ALL of you!! *Muacks!*

I just miss the train.

You know what hurts the most? Its when you know u like someone but you have to hide your feelings bcoz you just want him to be happy with someone else. Its not that you think you're not worth it for him. Its just that sometimes you just have to do what's right for the person. There's a saying "if you love somebody, you should set them free" and that's what I'm trying to do. Sometimes I feel that I've finally let go of him but sometimes it'll just strike me and the feelings are there again.

You know how is it like missing a train? You know how frustrating it can get when you miss the train. I'm not talking about those SMRT.But rather trains that travel from one country to another or one state to another. Its either that u're waiting for the train and it seems like it takes forever to come. And sometimes you miss the train and feel so frustrated with yourself. Why can't the train just wait for you? Why can't the train see that you're chasing after it so that it'll stop for you. Haiz...
I don't want to miss the train anymore.

9 more days to CHRISTMAS!!! WHOO!

I'm still at work at the mo and I'm so tired. I feel like slping at this mo coz' there's nothing for me to do. :( haiz.. Zzz... I can't wait for work to end. I can't wait to get home and take a good rest. I've not been slping too well lately. Haiz.. :/

Christmas is next week!!! And I'm so excited for it! hehez... Can't wait to take a good long break from work and can't wait to see everyone on Christmas. :D I can't wait to cook and bake cookies for Christmas. I can't wait to feel the warmth of Christmas again. hehe..

My house is not decorated with Christmas stuff yet tho. =l We just finished painting our house so we could only start decorating either on Thursday or over the weekend. We're so late for Christmas. =( My room is not even painted completely. I have to paint it all by myself so I paint half of my room last Sunday. The other half of my room, I'll do it over this weekend... most prolly on Sat. I painted my room white. Haiz.. The room looks so much brighter and so much neater. I love it! :) I know that white is pretty plain but I LOVE it. hehehz...

P.S I don't want to spend one more Christmas without you.

Another weekend has passed. Haiz...BUT! Christmas is next week!!! Whoo! The Christmas song that I wrote is not going really well. Haiz... But I guess its alright. It won't make any different if I get it done by this Christmas or next Christmas coz' the feeling that I get every Christmas...Its the same. So no big deal. Anyway, It'll be perfect when its done by next year. I've got lots of time to mend it. :) And prolly who knows! I'll be singing it for next Christmas. :)

I think i've been too naive. I hate the fact that ppl take advantage of me just becoz I am pretty naive. Argh!! Yeah. I know we are friends and all but that doesn't give you the right to take advantage.

Work was REALLY boring and some ppl must make the day even worst. I mean c'mon! Be nice man! I am kind enough to help out in some things you need but please DON'T take advantage of me to the fact that I will think that you are "bullying" me. Please have some consideration. Thank you! And doesn't mean I am doing the walking,it doesn't mean you could make use me. YOU HAVE 2 legs!! Walk yourself! Its YOUR job anyway. NOT MINE!! Its not like you paid me to do your job. So once again, have SOME CONSIDERATION or else I'll just think you are some airhead dork who doesn't know how to use your brain and body parts!

Sing me a lullaby please..

I'm feelin pretty sad today. Not too sure why. Haiz.. I mean I am contented in my life but for some reason I feel sad too. It sucks that i've got no clue why is this so. Its about to be Lunch time in half an hours time and I can't decide whether to eat or not. Its like I feel that I don't have an appetite to eat but at the same I feel that I do. Gosh! I hate when this happens. And if I eat, I'll feel uncomfortable and all. Haiz... And beside, I am too lazy to get off my sit to buy lunch for myself. I feel like sleeping in the office instead. What should I do? Should I eat or not? And if I do, what should I eat? =( Idk. haiz...

I can't wait to get my arse home today. Work is so boring today. There isn't much things for me to do. I've been doing my revision most of the time. There's alway so much to do at home and so little to do at work. Haiz...

I NEED to buy a laptop. My stupid laptop doesn't like me anymore or rather its too old alrdy. First of all, its slow, it hangs pretty alot, its heavy, its big and its running out of space in the hard drive. When I get a new laptop, its all mainly for programs for Music, Video eiditing, Music editing..etc. :)

I need to do something to my room. There's just something about it that is not quite right. I feel like rearranging my room tonight. Hahaz... I am never satisfied with my room arrangement more than a yr. I rearrange my room 5-9 times a yr. Lol...Call me bonkers but that's just me. haha...





Half an hour later....(LUNCH TIME!!). Okay. I ended up eating Roti John and with a cup of OJ. Whoo! Yummy! Satisfying! I am still upset though. Bummer! Haiz.. Oh wells! Laters!!